This is what it was like then,
from my point of view that is,
with me on pedals then, there
in the middle of the street.
I am only trying to explain
the thoughts that were walking my brain:
‘Emotions cycle on dry roads.
Spring days hold me like
they never want to leave.
Indifferent blue, green, a tree,
in-human vegetal beast
not even trying to speak.’
He, above who later remembers:
’Across crusty paved layer quickly.
The pain she encapsulates and carries,
sometimes brings under ground
to soil soft golden. Still she sits,
wrapped in blue cloth, then red
fire heart gold. She is my
fire in the heart of the void.
If I could turn my head, unglaze, go ahead,
touch her pain, let her come to life, ask
– no tell her! about black birds in flight
tell her to give up the fight.
I would have
turned around knowing
almost what to say,
but out came only a shout:
– Watch out!
’There is something falling
– Above you!!!
For the moment had passed
when there was anything I
could have done about it.’